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Writing
this
is
not
an
easy
task
.
It
might
seem
the
cowardly
way
out
,
but
as
my
entire
world
has
collapsed
about
me
there
is
nothing
left
.
The
only
hope
for
temporary
security
for
my
3
children
,
James
,
William
and
Kathy
Jo
can
be
derived
from
what
little
insurance
I
have
.
If
it
is
possible
,
can
you
see
that
their
mother
,
Dorothy
Vincent
,
does
not
get
her
hands
on
it
!
She
is
mixed
up
with
a
crowd
that
hangs
around
where
she
works
,
Place
Pigalle
on
Miami
Beach
,
that
will
gladly
share
it
with
her
!
Procurers
,
Shylocks
,
etc
.
These
are
the
people
she
has
broken
up
the
home
for
,
and
believe
me
I
did
all
in
my
power
to
hold
it
together
.
The
story
is
sordid
enough
—
The
children
I
love
with
all
my
heart
,
&
the
fact
that
they
are
bom
without
the
benefit
of
marriage
,
is
something
she
wants
to
use
as
a
"
gimmick
"
to
get
some
publicity
she
thinks
will
further
her
career
!
As
follows
—
Since
before
our
first
child
was
bom
,
I
tried
several
times
to
get
her
to
marry
me
,
(
this
is
after
she
accused
me
of
making
her
pregnant
when
we
1st
met
,
)
but
she
always
found
one
excuse
after
another
to
avoid
it
.
(
all
this
and
the
following
can
be
proven
by
a
deposition
given
my
lawyer
M
.
H
.
Rosenhaus
of
Miami
)
I
introduced
her
to
my
family
as
my
wife
and
so
that
when
the
baby
arrived
I
had
planned
to
go
to
some
small
town
,
marry
her
and
legitimatize
the
baby
.
By
this
time
I
was
so
much
in
love
with
the
little
boy
*
*
*
Again
she
found
one
excuse
after
another
—
"
Somebody
might
read
the
marriage
column
that
knows
us
"
etc
—
Well
eventually
the
second
boy
arrived
&
for
the
1st
2
weeks
it
was
touch
&
go
whether
he
lived
or
not
,
but
God
was
with
us
&
he
is
now
fine
&
healthy
—
As
if
that
were
a
warning
I
suggested
marriage
again
.
By
this
time
she
had
other
excuses
,
and
was
getting
entirely
out
of
line
—
Drinking
continually
,
disappearing
from
the
club
,
&
when
she
was
in
these
conditions
the
children
weren
’
t
safe
with
her
.
More
than
once
when
she
hit
the
children
it
was
with
her
arm
instead
of
the
flat
of
her
hand
—
I
had
to
threaten
her
with
a
beating
to
get
her
to
stop
.
Believe
me
my
life
was
a
living
hell
.
It
began
to
show
up
in
my
work
—
I
was
slipping
fast
—
I
knew
if
this
kept
up
I
would
eventually
kill
her
—
I
wanted
*
*
*
but
she
begged
me
to
have
patience
.
We
put
the
children
in
a
wonderful
nursery
in
Tampa
,
Fla
.
went
on
the
road
and
agein
with
me
she
was
able
to
work
decent
Night
Clubs
&
Theaters
.
Then
the
little
girl
was
on
the
way
.
We
came
back
to
Miami
,
and
after
the
3rd
baby
was
bom
she
hired
a
woman
to
take
care
of
the
children
and
on
her
oath
she
wouldn
’
t
mix
with
the
customers
.
I
let
her
go
back
to
the
Place
Pigalle
to
sing
—
It
was
no
time
at
all
before
she
was
back
in
the
same
groove
drinking
and
fighting
continually
ill
until
she
collapsed
and
was
sent
to
the
hospital
with
the
first
stages
of
Hepatitis
.
She
almost
didn
’
t
make
it
—
she
was
under
constant
care
of
the
doctor
for
several
weeks
after
leaving
the
hospital
when
she
came
back
and
said
the
doctor
(
Saphire
of
N
.
M
.
B
.
)
told
her
it
would
be
good
for
her
to
get
back
to
work
to
ease
her
mind
as
the
expenses
were
mounting
up
&
also
a
cocktail
now
and
then
wouldn
’
t
hurt
her
!
I
was
against
the
idea
so
without
telling
me
,
she
signed
a
contract
,
back
at
the
Pigalle
.
Well
,
work
had
slacked
off
at
the
hotels
so
we
talked
it
over
&
I
decided
to
go
up
to
the
Mountains
(
N
.
Y
.
)
for
a
few
weeks
to
work
!
We
had
never
been
separated
before
and
of
course
at
the
time
I
didn
’
t
know
the
type
of
people
she
had
been
cultivating
—
the
pimps
,
Lesbians
,
shylocks
,
etc
.
—
These
to
her
had
become
a
symbol
of
"
sharp
"
living
.
When
I
came
home
&
saw
the
type
clothing
she
was
buying
—
Mannish
looking
shirts
—
the
severe
suits
—
certain
type
toreador
pants
that
seems
to
be
a
signal
between
these
type
women
—
Well
I
blew
my
top
.
From
then
on
it
was
a
living
hell
—
Her
continued
drinking
put
her
back
into
the
hospital
for
a
hemroid
operation
&
in
view
of
the
fact
that
her
liver
that
by
this
time
was
beyond
repair
they
couldn
’
t
operate
—
she
was
there
for
weeks
—
I
traveled
150
miles
a
night
so
I
could
be
with
her
during
day
visiting
hours
,
painting
the
home
etc
—
she
was
planning
even
then
to
break
up
our
home
so
she
could
be
with
her
new
type
of
life
.
The
day
of
her
operation
when
she
started
to
come
out
of
it
,
still
under
the
anesthetic
,
she
thought
I
was
somebody
else
.
Her
admissions
were
sickening
,
it
was
like
a
degeneration
of
an
unknown
class
—
I
tried
to
stop
her
by
telling
her
it
was
me
(
she
was
in
a
ward
)
but
again
it
didn
’
t
quite
penetrate
,
and
she
started
boasting
how
she
played
me
for
a
"
sucker
"
all
these
years
—
I
never
mentioned
this
to
her
because
of
the
children
,
and
I
begged
the
*
*
*
Well
,
when
she
started
to
get
better
,
I
mentioned
the
marriage
again
and
she
said
she
had
talked
to
a
priest
and
she
claimed
he
said
"
you
don
’
t
have
to
worry
about
that
.
"
They
are
"
Children
of
God
"
—
this
to
me
does
not
sound
plausible
,
but
as
I
have
aforementioned
she
wants
to
build
this
into
a
"
gimmick
.
"
She
went
so
far
as
to
sue
me
for
divorce
so
it
would
hit
the
papers
&
without
warning
had
a
"
peace
bond
"
which
she
tried
to
have
served
on
Xmas
day
so
I
could
not
be
with
the
children
—
and
on
New
Year
’
s
Eve
my
little
girl
was
celebrating
her
second
birthday
she
refused
to
let
me
see
her
&
then
called
me
on
the
phone
to
tell
me
what
a
wonderful
time
they
were
having
at
her
party
—
